Chuck aches for Yancy's calm, Raleigh's fire. He can't count how many times he's stared at Raleigh's contact, at the last texts sent between them, wanting to send him--something.
But Raleigh left. He doesn't want to hear from Chuck, he's sure.
But the New Year comes and Chuck at least texts him a happy new year, not expecting anything back. He wants to add 'i miss you' but...he's still angry. Still upset. Even if he misses him like fucking air.
Chuck's still partying pretty hard so it's a couple hours before he sees the text and when he sees it he's had a lot of champagne and other drinks so, his reaction--well his first reaction is warmth, relief, some happiness, but then...
Chuck drops his phone as soon as he gets in the door and just leaves it there when he goes to fall into bed because he doesn't want to read any more texts until at least January 2nd.
It just--
--it hurts that Raleigh misses him, it's going to take him more than a month to get over the Beckets and then to hear that the one that just walked away from him misses him is--it's unfair and it hurts so fucking badly. Chuck just wants to sleep until it stops.
Did he really expect anything better? He blew up at Chuck at a christmas party and left him with hardly any warning when Chuck and Yancy both thought things were going pretty well.
It hurt. He's glad Raleigh's finally texting again, he's glad to know he's not dead, but--hearing 'i miss you' fucking hurts.
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